Fuse

Now I am on a Chapter with El Capitan. I wonder what will happen? Well El Capitan is thinking to himself about what the Special Forces. He starts thinking about the word that he carved into the tree. And what was the meaning of the word? Why did he carve it into that tree and would it have something to do with Partridge or Pressia? But then he starts think of what Pressia would say if she saw him. Would she think he looked horrable and gross or just think he looked like that all the time?

Then El Capitan started thinking of how Pressia would talk to him and how she would think of each person and include them into the conversation. El Capitan even says that he sees her even look at Helmid like he was never attached to him. Like he was just a normal person. Never to be fused to another. And how she would always make eye contact to everyone that was included in the conversation. That's as far as I got to.